The story centers on Owen (Justice Smith). Lost in suburbia, the seventh grader encounters a ninth grader named Maddy (Bridgette Ludy-Paine). The two bond over an increasing obsession with a late-night show called The Pink Opaque. This supernatural program for young adults soon cracks their sense of reality, and as the years go by, terrifying implications about what the show is really about affect the young fans in a way that is either freeing or fracturing their minds.
There’s a constant sense that nothing is how it’s remembered which makes a lot of the narrative seemingly unreliable. I Saw the TV Glow unfolds as a confessional, breaking the fourth wall as it hopscotches through time. Sometimes this helps summarize what’s happened offscreen in the years elapsed, but too often, it amounts to dumping information in the audience’s lap. Still, it begs the question whether the film depicts events as they occurred or as they’re remembered, tinted by time and madness.
I Saw the TV Glow is an interesting example of cinematic stream of consciousness. There is an astonishingly superb scene featuring Owen walking down a high school hallway. Words and images appear on screen like doodles in a notebook. All at once the movie coherently conveys how alone Owen is at school, while simultaneously feeding intriguing tidbits about The Pink Opaque. So much is packed into the moment simply through visuals it’s a shame more of movie isn’t like this.
Super saturated 35mm captures an eerie world driven by the dream logic of any David Lynch inspired flick. Meanwhile, fuzzy VHS tapes bring the 1990s back to life through delightfully cheesy clips of The Pink Opaque. Throughout I Saw the TV Glow an original soundtrack featuring tunes from Sloppy Jane, yeule, Bartees Strange, Phoebe Bridgers, King Woman, and Caroline Polachek set a distinct mood. This is a movie with a potent look, sound, and feel that helps drive home the experience. Consider it a multisensory tale of alienation.
What sells that experience best, though, is the emotion at the heart of the story. Writer-director Jane Schoenbrun already showed a marked ability to convey certain feelings with We’re All Going to the World’s Fair (2021). In many ways, I Saw the TV Glow builds on many of the elements that story explored, though here with a bigger budget and cast. After all, thematically, these are essentially the same movie, both building on notions Schoenbrun first touched on in A Self-Induced Hallucination (2018).
Thematically, I Saw the TV Glow is a tale of transgender identity and self-realization. The movie’s multitude of themes and interpretations certainly orbit and come back to that main point, but I Saw the TV Glow is largely about the fictions individuals and societies develop, some of which we never outgrow, in order to “insulate ourselves from reality, to live lives dependent on fictions.” The reasons for which are existential dread, various forms of angst, social expectations, loneliness, isolation, and a profound embarrassment about what we’ve allowed our consciousness to be shackled to.
I have a hard time classifying this film as horror. It isn’t frightening so much as tragic and depressing. Make no mistake, I Saw the TV Glow is an engaging, eerie drama for those willing to take this journey. The trek may be pointedly transgender, but it ably conveys complex emotions many can relate to. Sometimes it does so by outright stating feelings but that may be to ensure audiences get the point: life itself is a nightmare. Likely to join the ranks of Donnie Darko, this is a future cult classic.